See, I have refined you, though not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction.
Matthew 6:33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
I believe that when we try to do God's will, the devil tries to make our efforts harder. I shouldn't be surprised. However, it seems like we are being tested when it comes to finances. It is no secret that adoption, specifically international adoption, is expensive. We have made sacrifices, saved, and fundraised to help fund Lilly's adoption. We have really tried to be good stewards of what God has given us. We were not anticipating all the financial hiccups along the way. Fixing the washing machine, fixing the thermostat, having dental work done, owing in taxes, and fixing the windshield of the van (to name a few) were not in the budget or plan. We know that God has CALLED us to adopt and that He will make it possible, since it is His will. We have really had to learn to trust him. That can be very hard, especially for planners like us. In the big scheme of things, suffering a little financially, isn't the worst way to be tested, nor will it derail our plans. We have had to trust completely in God's plan and provision. Just when we think we may be in trouble, God provides. There have been multiple times when we've needed to make a payment and the money has shown up. We have seen the hands of God through our family and friends. This has been so humbling. It is not comfortable to ask for help. However, in allowing others to help us, we have seen Jesus. We have put aside our pride for the Glory of God, because we know He is able to do immeasurably more than we could ever imagine. Thank you to those who have shown me what the love of God looks like. Those of who you have lifted us up in prayer, have offered encouragement, and have donated financially, have shown me what love looks like, and for that, I am so thankful. Thank you for loving our daughter! May God continue to have the glory, even in the midst of this temptation!!
1 Samuel 12:24
But be sure to fear the Lord and serve him faithfully with all your heart; consider what great things he has done for you.
TIffany, I completely understand what you are saying here. I will tell you, looking back on our journey, we felt (continue to feel) the financial strain of what God asked of us. He will bless your obedience and trust in Him, however he chooses to bless you. I was never more closer to my Jesus than when I had to completely rely on Him. He became so real to me the way he provided for every step of our journey and He will do the same for you. Continue to trust in Him, the one who does more than we can imagine. Much love!
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